Yes , i sucks .
I am just a person who just can't help out much at all .
I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS , I SUCKS .
& I swear to the god , the "i sucks" word , i type it out by myself .
NO copy&past.
I really suck suck sucks !
I just can't help manzxzx , i'm sucha a looser , help-less .
Firstly , most importantly is my family , i swear i loves & care about them .
Just that sometimes my mum & grandma just don't understand me much .
Is not i always wanted them to listen to me , just that i wanna let them know how i felt whenever i stuck @ home like as if i'm really jailing .
I'm sorry family members , i still loves you all ! :D
Secondly , school .
Wtf school ? I hate school , they just simply control my life , why ?
Teachers been calling my parents , parents are sick & tired alr .
Before that was my second brother , now still studying @ ITE . Need teacher to call my parents . My parents don't bother about him anymore . But my teacher call my parents , first will be dad call my mum & my mum will call me & scold me like one fcuk please . I'm sorry to say this . I just can't take it anymore . When my dad reach home & i was at home siting down eating/playing comp nor lying on my bed wanna sleep alr , dad will be nagging & slowly start scolding me about what teacher told him & so on . I'm really sick & tired about it alr . I really hate it . I don't mean it to late for school , but so what late ? But i'm actual alr , just that miss out th flag raising . Sigh , i just don't understand myself actually . Yeah , i sucks . Cause @ class i also sleep . & one of this teacher called up my parents & my mum first to nag @ me . I don't wish to mention & don't bother to ask me please .
I had already said , DON'T ASK ME in a nicely way , so don't ask , thankyou .
Thirdly , work . I'm sorry to my work place people . Today who is working & my two managers , erwin & maggie . I'm really sorry , i know i sucks . i couldn't help out much . Eddie was once my classmate & now is school mate , cause different class alr . & his working th same place with me . Okay . The two managers & himself begging me like one hell to work , I can't . I alr tried my best to go work , but i can't . How i wish i can go right now , i'm really sorry & i don't mean it. My mum don't even allow me to go work today . ); I'm really sorry . SORRY ~
XINYI SUCKS & SHE CAN'T HELP OUT MUCH .

Labels: a big sigh .