I really really don't understand my mum at all . !
Living with her all this 14 years , 2 months & 22 days , i still don't understand her well .
When i didn't get a job , she say my education sucks , that's why th manager or whoever don't wanna employ me .
When i get a job , she nag at me when i reach home late .
Gaaaaaaaaah ! >;(
I reach home late because i do closing , even i end earlier or later . I still come home late . What for come home so early ? =X
I mean as the next day no school please -.-
Once she said before : " IF school holiday come home late never mind , now study , cannot . "
I was like hello : " Today is Friday & next day is saturday , no school laaaar ! Wth you thinking mum ? " ( In my heart ! )
Sigggggggh !
Forget it . );
I'm having a headache right now , shit >;(
I'm working later siaaaal , headache headache headache ! >;(
I hate myself , i swear .
I don't wanna mention why , & please don't ask me why .
Let me say once again , i did mention : " Please don't ask me why . "
I alr said "please . "
Thanks for th understanding people :D
Now i'm stress all over about someone .
Sigh . Went through all those up & downs together , no use .
We seems to drift alr . Sigh ,
Two words for you , "Gave up ."
I'm totally breakdown , i just felt myself use-less & dumb .
I had never ever been smart before , so ?
Whatever it is , a big ...
SIGH .

Labels: a fake smiles appear-ed .